Hi Friends,
Sometimes in life you realize that “this ain’t gonna be easy” as ol’Duncan would say. I have been working hard on this week’s lesson and the week’s webinar and unfortunately the webinar will have to wait. I cannot work the gizmo. So my apologies and I will announce the date for the first webinar soon. Thank you all for all the inquires and the participation! I am greatly touched. I am so frustrated. I had a list of how to’s and I am just not doing it right. So onward and upward right. I am writing out this lesson with the hope that we will keep moving on our journey in manifesting miracles in our life.
This weekend has been trying for me but it has also taught me some very valuable life lessons. In the last post I talked a bit about a clogged toliet well… that is going to be the jumping off point for our lesson tonight. Have you ever felt like shit literally is coming at you from all sides. All week long I had that saying in my brain and guess what folks…. I manifested a ton of it. Since we moved into our lovely cottage we have noticed some pecularatities with the plumbing. Since I do home inspections on the side and Duncan is an engineer we have noticed that the pipes were a bit small and sinks and toliets got clogged easily. After paying the plumber and the home owners insurance 160 bucks I decided to take matters into my own hands and by Saturday I was feeling like I had a life over running with shit. Here is the run down. The toliet was broken. Saatchi had managed to put her doodles directly under my solar powered clothes dryer… hehe..( clothesline) and I was worried about money.. financial shit was hitting the fan. My insurance carrier raised my insurance deductibles up to a small fortune and I knew that for my monthly meds I would be paying out the eqivalent of a house note to get my prescriptions out of hock. Come to find out, all of this was a lesson in “life colonics.. getting the shit moving!”
So, Saturday morning after pouring tons of sulfric acid in the toliet and being determined not to call a plummer; I googled my problem and found the answer. I popped down to my very cool old fashioned hardware store and got some advice from another cancer warrior and hero and got down to buisness. Off came the toliet, and in went the snake, out came the snake and poo and in went the acid mix. While this sat and marinated I went to cleaning and checking the toliet and making sure it was sparkling clean and my carpet outside the bathroom never got messy or wet. Note this little victory because plummer always mess the carpet up and make a mess… this way I was happy and my ocd about cleanliness was fine. When the time came I decided it was to put the toliet back on. Another call to cancer warrior number one and he told me exactly how to replace the toliet and we would be back in buisess. Now folks this is literally moving the poo. So, I did it. My back ached my house smelled and my husband was a wreck because he had a major seizure and couldn’t help me. So like the good husband he is he was guilt ridden and would have rather been anywhere else but listening to me do this work. I have to say smells and back aches aside, I had a ball. When I was finished and flushed the little beauty: I was so thrilled. So what does this have to do with manifesting miracles. Everything.
When you are broke and have a problem the best thing you can do is roll up your sleves and get to work. I got that plumming repaired for 19 bucks. I picked up the dog poo. I prayed and meditated on the prescription bill the called and asked the pharmacist to work with me and told him my budget. Today after buying my meds, I was 23 bucks under budget and got all those glorious anti-cancer drugs I have to take. So it all worked. Now, if I would have sat here and moped around about the toliet and let the poo pile up and not called the pharmacist… I would be up to my knees in shit. So I manifested my own miracles by providing the work and the muscle and the brain power so the Universe to get the shit moving. I am looking forward to taking on each problem I have now with a new and renewed sense of pride and determination. If I can clean out my pipes and learn to tar a roof in 60 days so maybe I can do anything I set my mind to.
The point is, how often in life do we wait and pray for the answer to come to us. Using our resources unwisely and not thinking of the end game. We wait for a rescue in life. We are trained to do that. Guess what no one is coming. You are it. Yes, your mate will love you and help you through life but even they may one day be sick for a time or out of town. The Universal truth that took me years to learn is putting your back and brain into your dreams and desires will change you life. Having dreams and desire will cause you great misery if you do nothing to achieve them.
If you knew that at the end of a three month period that you would not have to buy groceries for six months.. except for tolietries… but.. if your like me and struggle with pain issues would you work an hour or two a day on making a garden and then make sure it was tended. This was you could pocket 800 dollars a month and share with those less fortunate or your friends and family or would you moan that your back hurts, your legs are weak your feet have bone spurs. Everyone hurts but if you sit all day you will have nothing to show for that sitting but saddness. Now if you are in a chair like Duncan, he does not just dream of getting his books written he writes them. He has days when he cannot hold his eyes open but those are important too. Everyone needs rest at a different rate depending on your health.. but don’t let the poo in life and a bad attitude sink your ship. Use your body and your mind to get moving and make those dreams happen and yes unfortunately sometimes we have to deal with the shit in life. But who doesn’t!
I have a friend who is always bemoaning her circumstances. She makes a good, well- very good living. But she is not rich. But…. both of our father’s are. We have both decided to make our own lives and earn our own living and I love it. She hates it. She cannot order a tanning bed for her fourth bedroom, or have two nannies and a ten thousand square foot house. So what is the answer. More work.. she could do it. Our father’s did. Nope it is Zoloft. To help her deal. Now many need Zoloft.. but please. If I cannot make my life work and folks fail a lot the video blog remember.. I make another plan, another job, another buisness and off we go. I also have to take a long look at may deams and make the realistic. I will not make a million in a month. A lifetime yes.. but not a month. Life is there and you are the creator of your dreams. Here is a good analogy.. say you woke up and hated your home, your furniture and your life. You needed a complete change. What if you would be happy sitting on pillows for a time and working a weekend at Dominos for five months to re-do your house rom by room.. would you jump and throw out all the furniture in the first room and start delivering pizza’s or just keep moaning. The same with college debt or a credit card debt. The credit fairy is busy and will not be visiting you. Sorry, but a weekend job although taxing will settle the problem. It may take a year but think of the peace of mind you will have and the good night sleep you will get knowing you are changing your life. Life is what we make it. So.. what does your dream look like do you have poo in the pipes.. and is it time to put some mucsle where your mouth is. That food won’t juice itself, those books won’t write themselves and if you want to “become” you have to begin by” being” in the moment and shoveling shit may just be the first order of buisness. Being is a verb! SO I hope this blog serves as the shovel you need to get moving. I know this week has taught me to practice what I preach even when tired and my life is piling up with poo.
Miracles are 90 percent perspiration and ten percent prayer. You have the prayer down. Now it is time to get the perspiration running. Even poor Moses had to climb the mountain and engrave his own stone tablets with the ten commandments carry those heavy suckers down the mountain and deliver the sales pitch of all time and he stuttered.. God just dictated. Is God dictating to you?
Now move the POO.
While I have you would you please let me know what time zone and country you are in so when we set the webinar up for the first run I will place it at an optimal time for us all. I am flexible. I want as many of you out there to be involved who want to.
Grace and Linus and all my Csl folks thanks for being so involved. I love having you here.
Remember we are blessed so that we may bless others! Move that Poo you have a miracle to accept.
Callie